nika rebekah

so many things to freak out about!

i feel like my life is like a big pile of colored papers thrown into the air & now i just have to sit here & wait for them to settle in a pretty & pleasing fashion, which is hopefully to my advantage.

the other night sleeping at ciaran's gun six gun shots rang out. this happened once before when we lived there together. i laid there frozen before stiffly falling to sleep. i was awakened in the morning by repeated gunfire, this time from the living-room where ciaran's roommate is compulsively playing grand theft auto. goodnight, goodmorning!

i wasted this evening running errands, some important (getting art framed for a show), some unimportant (spending almost an hour with three sales girls looking for the playsuit i wanted at forever 21 of which they had only one left that could never be found & i went home empty handed).

also, at the thrift store trying to find the perfect frame before i bought the expensive one at the framing shop. i tried on lots of horrible 80s swimsuits & horrible 90s playsuits & othropedic shoes & went home. i have felt so chaotic lately... i needed to just be frivolous & unproductive & try on crappy clothes for an hour.

have i mentioned playsuits enough? my new obsession:

but i kind of want one that has short sleeves or a cute 40s version.
okay, this post is getting sleepy & aimless.

to be continued...